Monthly Archives: July 2012
The clock ticks so loud,
a constant rhythm in my dream,
My bed is a cloud that sails far supreme.
I’m still in my bed
Wake up, Wake up! the clock hits my head.
Time wants me to go
But the bed says no
Fight for my love continues between those two.
I stopped their fight,
And promised my bed
That I’ll come back tonight.
I’m a sensitive person and I can’t hide happiness, sorrow or anger inside. I’m going through a tough time at work for the past three months where my ideas are not recognized.
I’m loosing temper quite often…
- When answers are alone expected than a solution.
- When my hours of analysis are underestimated and overlooked by superiors with their illogical design.
- When people stay behind me and look at my monitor while I work.(I freaked out to my workmate for standing behind me when I work. I felt bad later for not being nice)
I burst out in anger to my colleagues, leads and escalated today. I was so aggressive and wanted to rip off the whole system to show that my reverse engineering is fool proof. But I was totally dominated.
I never bothered about demotivations and never needed encouragements. I just move on with my inner spirit but now I’m frustrated and venting it through my blog.
I hope not to lose my passion with these temporary negative thoughts.
PS: I always wanted to do something big in my technology and now I doubt myself.
Since childhood, I buy vehicles before I know to drive them. That applies to my cycle and scooter. Till now I don’t know to drive geared motor bikes just because I didn’t own them.
Now, I have bought a car with out having any idea of driving. I will have to learn and get a license soon. I hope to explore the city with this car.
Well, let me name my car. I like the name Bumble Bee but my Honda Activa and Cycle shares the same, So I will name it as Optimus Prime.
PS: I’m planing to buy Autobots emblem and a keychain.